I'm bored

You know that video 'dirty little secret' that all-american rejects did? and they had the weird postcards with all kinds of really weird things written on them? Well i'm going to do that. But i'm not stupid so they'll be relatively harmless.

1. Every time I walk past my cat I blow in her ear just to make her shake her head.
2. Sometimes when no one's home I climb out my window and journal on my roof.
3. I love reheated macaroni and cheese - better than when it's just cooked.
4. I shop alone, and I like it.
5. My pale skin startles me just as much as it startles everyone else.
6. I don't get over people. Not really.
7. I'm stronger and fitter than I pretend. I just talk like I despise physical activity so other people will do heavy lifting for me.
8. If I'm up past midnight, I still wonder about the boogey man.
9. I can't handle big decisions when they're shoved in my face. I need months and months to mull them over.
11. 11:11 still stops me in my tracks and i no longer know why.
12. I think kissing is overrated. Seriously.

surreal

did today really happen? Weird.

plateau i suppose

So I don't know where to go after Call Someone Who Cares. It took up the last of the creative energy I got out of that hellish summer, and of course it used up that plot. It's the sum of my last year. There's nothing more to be said about it.. and it was really innovative for me, like really, so I don't know where to go from here. I don't want to do more in stream of consciousness because I need to get Rising out of my tone... but anything else feels like a step back. I didn't have this problem with Tale, because as far as style goes it was the same thing I'd been doing since I was ten, just better. But I don't know what to do. I'm playing with a bunch of tiny ideas that just kind of float around and never link up. I feel like i can sit on Call for awhile and wait for everything to catch up and get ahead of it.

Congratulations

Is the first word in my email from mcmaster.
The rest of the sentence goes, "Mcmaster University is pleased (pleased!) to offer you admission to Humanities =D"
CUZ I GOT ACCEPTED TO HUMANITIES muahahahaha another one down. Ryerson is still playing hard to get, they better make up for it with scholarship offers. Or just overall coolness. Oh I love this feeling. People should apply to university every year. I can't remember anyone who applied to mcmaster but CHECK YOUR EMAIL or the OUAC thing so we can do the traditional screaming-circuit-of-the-school.
Now then. Where's Mcmaster?
(kidding)

You Don't Get to Rain on My Jimmy Eat World Parade.

Yeah!