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well, school is safely started. No going back now. I'm tempted to write a school poem, but, um, i think not. tralalla. I miss runescape already =p i'm such a gamer! it's all jesse's fault. My classes all seem pretty interesting, to make up for their being CLASSES - writer's craft in particular i already love. Except for reading my work =p philosophy and world history are gear courses, which means they're harder than the rest of my humanities because he makes you write a lot and think a lot... but that's ok. I guess. I'm thinking about dropping calculus but I've decided i have too much pride =p chances are i'll drop it eventually, but not before i've failed! muahahhaaa. It occurs me to see if i can work as a tutor. Something to look into.
I want my summer back >< it's so much harder to get out of bed at 7:30 in the morning as opposed to like 10, 11, 12... 3, at one point =D but that was a special case i swear!
I'm resigning myself to a lot of things. Settling back to wasting my time writing pages About Me and scribbling in my agenda - i never pay attention to the actual dates, i just write. Last year I think i finished the last entry mid-march.
I miss the summer. I miss a lot of things.
But it's ok... I know a lot is going to happen this year so I'm excited for that...it's just.. well sometimes we don't understand why everything can't just stay the way it was, instead of getting thrown into turmoil.. but there's always a reason right? Let's hope so, or i'll be very pissed.
I want to WRITE >< soon all the writingness inside of me is going to explode, or something, if i don't start writing... but i have no ideas for a story, except one story that i really don't want to tell because i can't give it an ending yet.
oh well. it'll all work out.