impending doooooom

school is starting >< I'm so scared. This is grade 12! No more room for screwups! I know some people said that back in grade 11, but i was too smart =p so i would hand in stuff late, or not do a few things, or not study for tests just to prove i didn't have to.... but i'm pretty sure i should be more careful this year and i'm scared o.0 also i'm pretty sure i'll be dropping (failing) calculus... and I'm ok with that =p every one of my siblings has dropped calculus. No shame in not being anally math-inclined. SIGHZ. This is my last year with norrice - so weird that we're graduating the same year =p if only we'd known, i could have spent last year NOT being sad. We've got to teach the fat boy not to put my bass in the case backwards - and to loosen the bow!! Who's going to rage at his negligence when i'm gone? Oh man... poor norris puts up with all my crap. and this is my last year with heidi and mel... GUYS come to australia with me! it'll be great =D we'll study by day and scrounge the suburbs for furniture by night. This is my last year with dani and helen... eep... This is my last year with wellman... he's come a long way =p and this is my last year with der... but that's ok, i know you'll make me proud =p if not i'll haunt you! muahahahahem. anyways... i'm so sad that this year is even starting =p when it ends it's going to break my heart BUT LET'S NOT THINK ABOUT THAT. So I've spent the last week carefully preparing myself for the coming ten months of stressful school crap by doing NOTHING. No no, it's true. Nothing at all. It's like I'm hoarding moments of leisure =p so i can think back on them when i'm doing without sleep or formal meals during exam time. Wasting time is a luxury I'm not going to have soon - oh, i'll still waste time, but i'll feel guilty about it instead of revelling in it. School suckssssssssss >< but at least i get to hang out with you guys again... it makes me sad that i barely got to see anyone over the summer (although the sleepover was great =D finally met the famous ebony*that is his name right?*)... not to worry though, now i get to see you every day for the next nine months! yay... hrm. So basically, I'm sad. But then I think of my awesome new yellow umbrella =p yellow things make me happy. So does rain. So a yellow umbrella is like, perfect =D anyways... see y'all tomorrow...