stick and computers are a bad combination, toria

KIDDING. I did not hit no computer with no baseball bat neither no time, nor did i not want to undo it.
work is slow. heart-stoppingly slow. LEAP UP AND BASH STUPID COMPUTER WITH EQUALLY STUPID PHONE slow.annnnd now it's frozen. perfect.
I dislike this job so much. I hate the grey walls and terrible harsh fluorescent lighting, i hate my grey desk and grey computer, i hate the people i talk to who don't want to talk to me. I hate the clock that doesn't move fast enough, the bright sunny hours that go by when i'm stuck in this remodeled-warehouse BOX without windows. I'm out of here like next week's paycheque, if only.
I still need spending money for europe. The money i bring depends directly on how long i keep this mind-numbing time-stealing job. I COULD quit (without notice, leaving them no choice but to give me a bad reference and thus ruining the only good thing i get out of this (besides clothing =D) -> work experience)and appeal to my parents to provide the money, but let's face it my parents have better things to do with $300, 400 than send it to europe. So I would end up taking about half of that for my last big splurge =( can't have that. So i'm stuck here for about another month, quitting just before we go to europe.
lol and what really bugs me is that all kinds of interesting jobs are popping up now. especially at ec. but i can't go for any of them because 1) i already have a job! and 2) i'm going away for a month in june/july. So i have to wait until i get back. of course.. hopefully all those summer-jobbers will quit, leaving me a nice interesting job where i meet people who aren't annoyed with me. I just want OUT, and it makes it harder because i'm leaving soon and soooo looking forward to it... so now it makes it harder to enjoy my time here, which is what i have to do to stay sane.
three and a half more weeks to go.
so help me.
later