ok the randomness stays

lol ty to everyone who reassured me =p i probably wouldn't have changed even if everyone had said it was driving them crazy.. some things just make you happy, and you shouldn't give those up unless they're like, directly responsible for killing someone or something. You know screwtape letters? There's a part where screwtape is like (paraphrased) "at the very least, we want to get this guy to move away from his natural likes and dislikes, and get him onto artificial likes and dislikes that we pick out for him. If we leave him the way he is naturally, that's just one step closer he is to God, who made him the way he is" That's been in and out of my head for days now.. and yeah this whole randomness thing.. it's part of me! and i'm not going to change it =D besides, i take tons of crap from this person who doesn't like it, and the least they can do is suck up my random comments. lol so there! muahaha
kay guys i need to put together a shopping list for the 17th (dani are you coming?) lol this way i can avoid spending most of my money on things i didn't come for. I'm so terrible at that.
1. silk scarves (or other springish scarves) lol as much as i love my nice warm knit scarves, they just won't look right in april. So i have to restock =p
2. CDS!! dashboard confesional, modest mouse, casting crowns if i can find it which i doubt, the new greenday album...
3. spring tops! i found these really pretty cotton blouses at rw n co, my favourite out-of-my-price-range store EVER.. and now i'm hooked and i need more.
4. shoesssss (mel can help me here =p) i need a pair of shoes i can wear to work.. that aren't too worklike since i'm QUITTING lol and these shoes can probably double for school since mine are literally falling apart. My whole attitude is that if pca is going to stick me in this ugly uniform, they can darn well make makeup mandatory if they want me to try to look good wearing the whole weird blouse-skirt ensemble. BUT my shoes look terrible and i don't like them. So i'm making an exception. Yes, a boring exception, i know... but i already have those funky green sneakers! what more could i ask for?
5. Jeans.. why? no reason. I must have five or six pairs. i think i have a jean fetish.
6. at some point i should renew my makeup.. tis all old and y'know, not cool. lol but makeup is borrinngggg and i'd much rather spend that money on scarves. Or belts.
ok i think that's everything... yep it probably is. Except for belts.. belts are like jeans. I don't really need more.. but i can't stop buying them =p
can't wait =D mel! secret plan! muahahhahhhaha*koff*
later