today

today is a day when i can sit and just be
smile for me
all the people I
haven't seen since
the last time I was serene,
smiling quietly and

today is a day when I can sit and just write
no more fights,
hell is gone and I smile for the moment
that I have before the storm
comes at me again but

+ i'm not scared,
i'm not lonely,
just quietly thinking cuz
i'm not tense,
i'm not searching
for today
this today
just today is a day when i'm free

today is a day when i can sit and just see
silently
as i admire the quiet beauty
of my friends and their lives
of my God and His plans
of the pure blue of the sky and

be me
be who I can be
find this person inside
who speaks with a voice that's not mine
anymore but i'm listening hard and.. +

yeah. have fun heidi =)
OH. happy birthday to me =D