man do i have some bad karma

it just doesn't stop ><. I think I must have been unconsciously amassing bad karma for weeks now, and it's letting loose in this big, huge festival of suffering. Ok fine, it's not huge. Just painful. So yesterday I had these horrible cramps... i hate cramps. It makes me want to curl up in a little ball, except that i'm at school and that wouldn't be good. So that was yesterday... today the cramps have gone to torture someone else, and i'm stuck with this vicious cold and these random headaches. It sucks. I'm thinking about calling in sick tomorrow... to both work and school. I'm not sure if my throat is up to four hours of "hi, good evening, my name is...". And i'm not happy about school either. I had orchestra today, and all day i was looking forward to skipping it... my entire body aches. Nuff said. But i just had to go warn mr vernon that he'd be missing half his bass section, and he was all insulted that i stayed for the entire school day but NOT ORCHESTRA. So he said stuff that i don't remember because all i was hearing was "no, you can't go home and rest. You must stay here so that you can haul your massive instrument back up to the music room from whence it came." On the way back to my locker I remembered all the clever things I could have said, like "mr vernon, do you really want me fainting on the stairs and dropping my bass on the pour souls below me?" or "mr vernon, i have enough energy left for a) going home or b) coming to orchestra. Maybe you'd like to explain to my parents why I'm sleeping at school tonight?" but i said none of those... not ALL that clever things. I smiled. I'm so spineless. Ick.
Then i crawled my way home and put on my fuzzy shapeless sweats and sweater that hide all the bad things about my body.. they hide everything, actually... and now i need to do an assignment but i really don't want to.
I think i need more sugar, or something.
here's hoping for a snow day! =D